My last night at home
The dogs have gone to bed with their usual cookies – they have been a little confused with the action in here of late but they’ve coped with it in dog fashion, a couple of treats and all is well with the world. The same cannot be said for me. I am tucking myself into […]
Learning to live with grief
The month of March used to herald spring, blustery days whispered winter was almost over and brighter days lay ahead. That isn’t what it’s whispering this year, this year it hasn’t heralded anything but the end of the month and it’s only whispering memories. Last March is a blur, I couldn’t tell you what was […]
February 14
The kids have been busy coloring and writing valentines, cupcakes have been sprinkled and I have cinnamon hearts on my mind. It’s February 14th, 2019 – my first Valentine’s Day without my valentine. In truth I didn’t think this day would shake me up, we’d never been big on the occasion, that said, it was […]
Facing the Day
I woke up this morning to the gentle rumble of my Boston terrier snoring beside me – an unremarkable start to the day. With my eyes still closed I listened for Chester complaining in his kennel downstairs to decide if it was actually time to get up. Silence. I took my usual moment to determine […]
Last year…
Last year at this time disaster was hanging over us like a sorcerer’s cloak – we had no clue what evil was afoot only that it was big and black and scary and we were ill prepared to face it. Last year at this time that sorcerer didn’t even have a name, he was hiding […]
Mt. Memorabilia
The attic has been emptied and now the rest of the house is a complete disaster. They say it’s always darkest before the dawn but I’m having a hard time even imagining the sun rising over all this clutter. I feel like I’m living in an episode of ‘Hoarders’ – there is crap everywhere. I’ve […]
Passing the torch
I spent a glory day on Mt. Baker last weekend. The sun was shining and the snow reflected the blue of a sky so clear even angels would have had to squint. It felt like coming home. Our kids grew up on Mt. Baker, it sealed the deal of what family meant to us; it’s […]
Buried Treasure
The yellowed newsprint is dated 1999, the treasure wrapped inside the brittle paper has waited twenty years for the light of day – now it’s spread across the kitchen counter. This is the first of the booty making its way out of the attic, the contents of one box – one of the many waiting […]