Sometimes a girl just needs to pack a bag, grab a dog and put the pedal to the metal.  So that’s what I did.  I got the hell out of Dodge. Just me, my thoughts and my little old dog. She was exactly the company I needed – Olive and the horizon and a thousand kilometers of open road.  And silence.

It’s confusing in my head, thoughts are jumbled – it can be a noisy, unsettled place. The radio seemed to add to the melee, so I turned it off and listened to the hum of the tires as the kilometers disappeared in the rear view mirror.  And I thought about stuff.  All kinds of stuff- the yesterdays, the tomorrows and the challenge it’s been finding the courage to look in both directions.  At some point I began to feel proud of myself.

This past year and a half has not been a picnic. It’s been a ride I would rather not have taken.  It’s been dark and scary and lonely.  I’ve had to dig for the gumption to face it – but face it I have.  Now there is this open road in front of me – I can choose to travel it or park the car.  

I’ve put my foot on the gas. 

Comments (5)

  • donna Scramstad . August 17, 2019 .

    Love reading about your journey thought this past 1 1/2 years. You inspire many people to keep moving ahead in what ever path they are on, and cherish the time they are living at the time.

    Donna Scramstad

    • (Author) Elva Stoelers . August 17, 2019 .

      Donna – thank you for following along.

  • Lesley Macdonald . August 18, 2019 .

    You got it baby you got it !!!!

    • (Author) Elva Stoelers . August 18, 2019 .

      Lesley- 👍

  • Pam . August 20, 2019 .

    Good for you, Elva. But don’t forget to turn around and come home.

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