My muse, or whatever it is that helps me pull the words from the universe, has taken a break. I’ve been having trouble writing a blog post this week. I have half a dozen ‘starts’ but not one damn ‘finish’, on my iPad. This isn’t a real problem on the scale of real problems in the world, but it’s a problem for me – a worry.
I impose deadlines on myself – it seems I need someone with a big stick lording over me to get things done in a timely fashion sometimes – even if the stick is imaginary and the person lording over me is me. I’ve been trying to create a rhythm on the blog – two posts during the week and one on the weekend – I’ve been told this is how reliable bloggers do it.I’d like to consider myself reliable.
My muse and I have an ‘off and on again’ relationship – I’m not sure which one of us is the flake but neither of us can be totally trusted to stay a course for an extended period of time.I’ve been surprised our relationship has been so steadfast these past months – surprised, pleased and skeptical.I keep expecting one of us to take a vacation, and it appears one of us has.
I’m not expecting her to be gone long, she left her stuff behind; desire, commitment and creativity. The desire to write is fumbling around without her, the commitment to the blog is stomping her feet and creativity is crying in a corner. They/we are a mess, we need her to come home.
The act of writing to me is something akin to eating lasagne – I love it.But to make a decent lasagne you need a lot of ingredients, so it goes for writing. With the muse on hiatus I fear this post will taste like a lasagne minus the cheese – but post it I must, I have the other ingredients; desire, commitment and creativity. Maybe if the muse realizes we intend to go on without her she will be embarrassed enough to come back.
Think of making lasagna without the cheese for a while. Maybe spaghetti , unique and tasteful but with a different approach to the same ingredients. The process is always unique. Don’t be so hard on yourself dear lady. Les
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Think of making lasagna without the cheese for a while. Maybe spaghetti , unique and tasteful but with a different approach to the same ingredients. The process is always unique. Don’t be so hard on yourself dear lady. Les
Not to worry. She’ll be back.